Ok so it has been exactly 22 days since my last entry. Which is ok. from that time being I have been looking for jobs, maybe not being as persistent as I should....for reasons I’m not really sure of.  When you only have a couple hundred dollars left in your account you tend to use more of your bronco bucks.

Pretty much this month has been up and down.  I'm honestly not sure who gives the best advice and who to follow.  Maybe sometimes I should just decide things on my own without over analyzing things....lets think about this one...ya right like that could happen. 

Wine is still one of my best friends....drinking it every week it seems like.  However unlike in London wine seems to keep me out of trouble for the most part....for the MOST Part that is,   hahahaha a little wine never hurt right?

On another note, I think I have a lack of communicating well this month.  Maybe I mumble not only have I had miscommunications with a couple friends but even with my parents back up north.  Man even when I sleep I think I’m confusing.  So here is my apology to all of you who misinterpreted me at any point this month.  Honestly I have no idea what is walking around in my head right now.  And I guess I will just leave it at that.  So for the mean time smile like you mean it, b/c like wine....a little smiling never hurt anyone. 

Ahhhh I’m not sure what I want anymore, I think medication should work out for me.  I’m just not happy where I am and maybe the proper medication that I need is a dose of Pomona.  I miss all the kids from Pomona but I don’t want to leave my world behind that I have here.  Ok again I need a break from everything.

            I can’t honestly tell you when the last time I needed to put sun screen on and that really makes me sick.  Being in the sun is one of my most favorite hobbies along with singing with Erin and playing all his songs on the ipod isn’t the same. 

            So if I come back to school this summer then I think that there might be hope for me.  I need the sun….where is the sun?  if there is anything else that I could have it would be…..beer, I’m missing the Carlsberg that was in London at the imperial college pub.  Talk about Wednesday nights where the pints were only a pound.  Oh man Wednesday s made me so happy.  I miss London.  I miss walking the empty streets and Joshua Jackson.  I wonder if he is still out there?  I’m thinking that if I do indeed make it back to so cal for school we need to make a major camping trip!!! I’m thinking Yosemite but that could be trouble!  I just want a camp fire with guitar music and spinning in the woods with my girl Rachel, maybe this time I won’t loose my sandal and wonder in the morning how I ended up in the car? How did I end up in the car that night? Ha ha I don’t want to know!!!  Drunken camping is awesome!